Castregna

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    Castregna got a reaction from Shiryelle for a status update, Holyshez I saw that you're a CN main but I just noticed that notif on my guide lol, b   
    Holyshez I saw that you're a CN main but I just noticed that notif on my guide lol, but it's unfinished because I'm forgetful about CN and her skills hhh.
    But is it okay if you can help me with those? You seem informative about her.
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    Castregna got a reaction from Syaoran for a status update, How may I be of service to you, Master?   
    How may I be of service to you, Master?
  3. Like
    Castregna got a reaction from Jochira for a status update, How may I be of service to you, Master?   
    How may I be of service to you, Master?
  4. Like
    Castregna got a reaction from Nattie for a status update, How may I be of service to you, Master?   
    How may I be of service to you, Master?
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    Castregna got a reaction from Kenny for a status update, Welp, tons of work for my Ele.. https://imgur.com/a/w95bF ^ image ref test   
    Welp, tons of work for my Ele..
    https://imgur.com/a/w95bF
    ^ image ref test
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    Castregna got a reaction from Syaoran for a status update, Welp, tons of work for my Ele.. https://imgur.com/a/w95bF ^ image ref test   
    Welp, tons of work for my Ele..
    https://imgur.com/a/w95bF
    ^ image ref test
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    Castregna got a reaction from Jochira for a status update, Welp, tons of work for my Ele.. https://imgur.com/a/w95bF ^ image ref test   
    Welp, tons of work for my Ele..
    https://imgur.com/a/w95bF
    ^ image ref test
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    Castregna got a reaction from Loligacy for a status update, Welp, tons of work for my Ele.. https://imgur.com/a/w95bF ^ image ref test   
    Welp, tons of work for my Ele..
    https://imgur.com/a/w95bF
    ^ image ref test
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    Castregna got a reaction from Poppy for a status update, Holy fuck Amy sudden FM (: good luck though. Eve besties for laif~   
    Holy fuck Amy sudden FM (:
    good luck though.
    Eve besties for laif~
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    Castregna reacted to Asury for a status update, Well i got some Unpraissed Orb that i dont use soo any who i tagged here wll be count   
    Well i got some Unpraissed Orb that i dont use soo any who i tagged here wll be count if u want any of it
    @Aipo , @ReaperX3 , @Jochira , @dedop [Ded even doe u leave my account but u give me a friednly feeling even after i kicked u ]
    LF > MrCream / Rocco / Ishushu / [Any 1 of my AS friend list dat i doesnt add on BH] Forum Name ^ if u 4 can help and add them here
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    Castregna got a reaction from Pure for a status update, i turn a year older getting closer to death lol.   
    i turn a year older
    getting closer to death lol.
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    Castregna got a reaction from Kenny for a status update, i turn a year older getting closer to death lol.   
    i turn a year older
    getting closer to death lol.
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    Castregna got a reaction from bada-banned for a status update, i turn a year older getting closer to death lol.   
    i turn a year older
    getting closer to death lol.
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    Castregna got a reaction from Jochira for a status update, i turn a year older getting closer to death lol.   
    i turn a year older
    getting closer to death lol.
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    Castregna reacted to Jochira for a status update, finished capping my DE, now to work on SD set, Reaper and DFW for him >w< also,   
    finished capping my DE, now to work on SD set, Reaper and DFW for him >w<
    also, mfw you accidently stalks your nee-chan in-game owo @Aipo
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    Castregna got a reaction from -------------------- for a status update, Seeing all my friends wanting to change moves me, and makes me want to change in a di   
    Seeing all my friends wanting to change moves me, and makes me want to change in a different level, despite changing identities multiple times.

    Before I could start, I should really introduce myself. Yes, it’s me, Ai...to Amp, to even Shade.

    My birthday is getting near, and I’m turning 15. I guess I should mature every once in a while. Yet..

    ...there is one thing that is stuck in my mind.

    This goes to the people I love, and the person I love the most.

    I’ve been making status updates of lyrics from various songs. Call me emo, edgy, or whatever you can think of. I was just trying to find out what’s wrong with me.

    And what I found out for now is that all these lyrics convey similar meanings.

    And it seems that I’m in love.

    You could say that it’s ridiculous with a teen to be in love with someone but has no/is:

    ✦       Experience

       ✦      Emotion

    ✦    Underaged

    ✦    Childish

    ✦         Stupid/Idiotic

    ✦     Hypocritical

    ✦    Rushing

    And many other things you can list.

    Notice that the bolded words are the ones that got me down the most. A lot of people told me to give up because I was too young. It really is ridiculous for someone to love a person with a 5-7 year gap.

    But I never gave up. He was taken out of my reach by people twice now, and I had to wait for almost a year. I never get accepted that easily. What I want is to love truthfully, unbound by law or reason. I try to be as of assistance as much as possible, I want to help him go through all the drama even when I don’t know a lot of them. I don't care if the relationship ended one-sided, as long as I have shown my feelings to him. I can’t help it, I try to get other people to fill the gap, but I just rejected them as they didn’t fulfil my selfish requests. I felt guilty and depressed. But now is different. I want to make them understand my own feelings for them too, whether it be positive or negative.

    I will do anything to get closer to him.


     
    For my closest friends,

    I get called a manplayer/cheater or a slut often, but at the past I just accepted these insults, because I thought it’s what others thought of me. But I decided to just sweep that off and prove them wrong.

    I wanted attention, love, or to be noticeable, and sometimes I realize that I take things too far to get to that single goal.

    And what do I mean by taking things too far? I play with other people’s emotions, I was being inconsiderate to them, and I just swept them as if they were an obstacle to get to what I want. I also snitch other people’s conversations, or just take people’s sides randomly without thinking. I betrayed people for my own decisions.

    Changes that occurred to me both gave me positive and negative conclusions, and I’m fine with it. All I want is for me to get them to see me as trustworthy and considerate.

    This is the new and changed Aipo that I’m talking as. And I want to make more friends as I get older.

    Mommy Yun was right.

    “We are not what we have done. We are what we overcome.”



    I want to overcome my mistakes and change myself for the better. This can be taken as an apology, or a message to all of you out there.


     

     
  17. Like
    Castregna got a reaction from Naoki for a status update, Seeing all my friends wanting to change moves me, and makes me want to change in a di   
    Seeing all my friends wanting to change moves me, and makes me want to change in a different level, despite changing identities multiple times.

    Before I could start, I should really introduce myself. Yes, it’s me, Ai...to Amp, to even Shade.

    My birthday is getting near, and I’m turning 15. I guess I should mature every once in a while. Yet..

    ...there is one thing that is stuck in my mind.

    This goes to the people I love, and the person I love the most.

    I’ve been making status updates of lyrics from various songs. Call me emo, edgy, or whatever you can think of. I was just trying to find out what’s wrong with me.

    And what I found out for now is that all these lyrics convey similar meanings.

    And it seems that I’m in love.

    You could say that it’s ridiculous with a teen to be in love with someone but has no/is:

    ✦       Experience

       ✦      Emotion

    ✦    Underaged

    ✦    Childish

    ✦         Stupid/Idiotic

    ✦     Hypocritical

    ✦    Rushing

    And many other things you can list.

    Notice that the bolded words are the ones that got me down the most. A lot of people told me to give up because I was too young. It really is ridiculous for someone to love a person with a 5-7 year gap.

    But I never gave up. He was taken out of my reach by people twice now, and I had to wait for almost a year. I never get accepted that easily. What I want is to love truthfully, unbound by law or reason. I try to be as of assistance as much as possible, I want to help him go through all the drama even when I don’t know a lot of them. I don't care if the relationship ended one-sided, as long as I have shown my feelings to him. I can’t help it, I try to get other people to fill the gap, but I just rejected them as they didn’t fulfil my selfish requests. I felt guilty and depressed. But now is different. I want to make them understand my own feelings for them too, whether it be positive or negative.

    I will do anything to get closer to him.


     
    For my closest friends,

    I get called a manplayer/cheater or a slut often, but at the past I just accepted these insults, because I thought it’s what others thought of me. But I decided to just sweep that off and prove them wrong.

    I wanted attention, love, or to be noticeable, and sometimes I realize that I take things too far to get to that single goal.

    And what do I mean by taking things too far? I play with other people’s emotions, I was being inconsiderate to them, and I just swept them as if they were an obstacle to get to what I want. I also snitch other people’s conversations, or just take people’s sides randomly without thinking. I betrayed people for my own decisions.

    Changes that occurred to me both gave me positive and negative conclusions, and I’m fine with it. All I want is for me to get them to see me as trustworthy and considerate.

    This is the new and changed Aipo that I’m talking as. And I want to make more friends as I get older.

    Mommy Yun was right.

    “We are not what we have done. We are what we overcome.”



    I want to overcome my mistakes and change myself for the better. This can be taken as an apology, or a message to all of you out there.


     

     
  18. Like
    Castregna got a reaction from bada-banned for a status update, Seeing all my friends wanting to change moves me, and makes me want to change in a di   
    Seeing all my friends wanting to change moves me, and makes me want to change in a different level, despite changing identities multiple times.

    Before I could start, I should really introduce myself. Yes, it’s me, Ai...to Amp, to even Shade.

    My birthday is getting near, and I’m turning 15. I guess I should mature every once in a while. Yet..

    ...there is one thing that is stuck in my mind.

    This goes to the people I love, and the person I love the most.

    I’ve been making status updates of lyrics from various songs. Call me emo, edgy, or whatever you can think of. I was just trying to find out what’s wrong with me.

    And what I found out for now is that all these lyrics convey similar meanings.

    And it seems that I’m in love.

    You could say that it’s ridiculous with a teen to be in love with someone but has no/is:

    ✦       Experience

       ✦      Emotion

    ✦    Underaged

    ✦    Childish

    ✦         Stupid/Idiotic

    ✦     Hypocritical

    ✦    Rushing

    And many other things you can list.

    Notice that the bolded words are the ones that got me down the most. A lot of people told me to give up because I was too young. It really is ridiculous for someone to love a person with a 5-7 year gap.

    But I never gave up. He was taken out of my reach by people twice now, and I had to wait for almost a year. I never get accepted that easily. What I want is to love truthfully, unbound by law or reason. I try to be as of assistance as much as possible, I want to help him go through all the drama even when I don’t know a lot of them. I don't care if the relationship ended one-sided, as long as I have shown my feelings to him. I can’t help it, I try to get other people to fill the gap, but I just rejected them as they didn’t fulfil my selfish requests. I felt guilty and depressed. But now is different. I want to make them understand my own feelings for them too, whether it be positive or negative.

    I will do anything to get closer to him.


     
    For my closest friends,

    I get called a manplayer/cheater or a slut often, but at the past I just accepted these insults, because I thought it’s what others thought of me. But I decided to just sweep that off and prove them wrong.

    I wanted attention, love, or to be noticeable, and sometimes I realize that I take things too far to get to that single goal.

    And what do I mean by taking things too far? I play with other people’s emotions, I was being inconsiderate to them, and I just swept them as if they were an obstacle to get to what I want. I also snitch other people’s conversations, or just take people’s sides randomly without thinking. I betrayed people for my own decisions.

    Changes that occurred to me both gave me positive and negative conclusions, and I’m fine with it. All I want is for me to get them to see me as trustworthy and considerate.

    This is the new and changed Aipo that I’m talking as. And I want to make more friends as I get older.

    Mommy Yun was right.

    “We are not what we have done. We are what we overcome.”



    I want to overcome my mistakes and change myself for the better. This can be taken as an apology, or a message to all of you out there.


     

     
  19. Like
    Castregna got a reaction from YamazukiOld for a status update, Seeing all my friends wanting to change moves me, and makes me want to change in a di   
    Seeing all my friends wanting to change moves me, and makes me want to change in a different level, despite changing identities multiple times.

    Before I could start, I should really introduce myself. Yes, it’s me, Ai...to Amp, to even Shade.

    My birthday is getting near, and I’m turning 15. I guess I should mature every once in a while. Yet..

    ...there is one thing that is stuck in my mind.

    This goes to the people I love, and the person I love the most.

    I’ve been making status updates of lyrics from various songs. Call me emo, edgy, or whatever you can think of. I was just trying to find out what’s wrong with me.

    And what I found out for now is that all these lyrics convey similar meanings.

    And it seems that I’m in love.

    You could say that it’s ridiculous with a teen to be in love with someone but has no/is:

    ✦       Experience

       ✦      Emotion

    ✦    Underaged

    ✦    Childish

    ✦         Stupid/Idiotic

    ✦     Hypocritical

    ✦    Rushing

    And many other things you can list.

    Notice that the bolded words are the ones that got me down the most. A lot of people told me to give up because I was too young. It really is ridiculous for someone to love a person with a 5-7 year gap.

    But I never gave up. He was taken out of my reach by people twice now, and I had to wait for almost a year. I never get accepted that easily. What I want is to love truthfully, unbound by law or reason. I try to be as of assistance as much as possible, I want to help him go through all the drama even when I don’t know a lot of them. I don't care if the relationship ended one-sided, as long as I have shown my feelings to him. I can’t help it, I try to get other people to fill the gap, but I just rejected them as they didn’t fulfil my selfish requests. I felt guilty and depressed. But now is different. I want to make them understand my own feelings for them too, whether it be positive or negative.

    I will do anything to get closer to him.


     
    For my closest friends,

    I get called a manplayer/cheater or a slut often, but at the past I just accepted these insults, because I thought it’s what others thought of me. But I decided to just sweep that off and prove them wrong.

    I wanted attention, love, or to be noticeable, and sometimes I realize that I take things too far to get to that single goal.

    And what do I mean by taking things too far? I play with other people’s emotions, I was being inconsiderate to them, and I just swept them as if they were an obstacle to get to what I want. I also snitch other people’s conversations, or just take people’s sides randomly without thinking. I betrayed people for my own decisions.

    Changes that occurred to me both gave me positive and negative conclusions, and I’m fine with it. All I want is for me to get them to see me as trustworthy and considerate.

    This is the new and changed Aipo that I’m talking as. And I want to make more friends as I get older.

    Mommy Yun was right.

    “We are not what we have done. We are what we overcome.”



    I want to overcome my mistakes and change myself for the better. This can be taken as an apology, or a message to all of you out there.


     

     
  20. Like
    Castregna got a reaction from WatashiWaBannedDesu for a status update, Seeing all my friends wanting to change moves me, and makes me want to change in a di   
    Seeing all my friends wanting to change moves me, and makes me want to change in a different level, despite changing identities multiple times.

    Before I could start, I should really introduce myself. Yes, it’s me, Ai...to Amp, to even Shade.

    My birthday is getting near, and I’m turning 15. I guess I should mature every once in a while. Yet..

    ...there is one thing that is stuck in my mind.

    This goes to the people I love, and the person I love the most.

    I’ve been making status updates of lyrics from various songs. Call me emo, edgy, or whatever you can think of. I was just trying to find out what’s wrong with me.

    And what I found out for now is that all these lyrics convey similar meanings.

    And it seems that I’m in love.

    You could say that it’s ridiculous with a teen to be in love with someone but has no/is:

    ✦       Experience

       ✦      Emotion

    ✦    Underaged

    ✦    Childish

    ✦         Stupid/Idiotic

    ✦     Hypocritical

    ✦    Rushing

    And many other things you can list.

    Notice that the bolded words are the ones that got me down the most. A lot of people told me to give up because I was too young. It really is ridiculous for someone to love a person with a 5-7 year gap.

    But I never gave up. He was taken out of my reach by people twice now, and I had to wait for almost a year. I never get accepted that easily. What I want is to love truthfully, unbound by law or reason. I try to be as of assistance as much as possible, I want to help him go through all the drama even when I don’t know a lot of them. I don't care if the relationship ended one-sided, as long as I have shown my feelings to him. I can’t help it, I try to get other people to fill the gap, but I just rejected them as they didn’t fulfil my selfish requests. I felt guilty and depressed. But now is different. I want to make them understand my own feelings for them too, whether it be positive or negative.

    I will do anything to get closer to him.


     
    For my closest friends,

    I get called a manplayer/cheater or a slut often, but at the past I just accepted these insults, because I thought it’s what others thought of me. But I decided to just sweep that off and prove them wrong.

    I wanted attention, love, or to be noticeable, and sometimes I realize that I take things too far to get to that single goal.

    And what do I mean by taking things too far? I play with other people’s emotions, I was being inconsiderate to them, and I just swept them as if they were an obstacle to get to what I want. I also snitch other people’s conversations, or just take people’s sides randomly without thinking. I betrayed people for my own decisions.

    Changes that occurred to me both gave me positive and negative conclusions, and I’m fine with it. All I want is for me to get them to see me as trustworthy and considerate.

    This is the new and changed Aipo that I’m talking as. And I want to make more friends as I get older.

    Mommy Yun was right.

    “We are not what we have done. We are what we overcome.”



    I want to overcome my mistakes and change myself for the better. This can be taken as an apology, or a message to all of you out there.


     

     
  21. Like
    Castregna got a reaction from Acowgi for a status update, Seeing all my friends wanting to change moves me, and makes me want to change in a di   
    Seeing all my friends wanting to change moves me, and makes me want to change in a different level, despite changing identities multiple times.

    Before I could start, I should really introduce myself. Yes, it’s me, Ai...to Amp, to even Shade.

    My birthday is getting near, and I’m turning 15. I guess I should mature every once in a while. Yet..

    ...there is one thing that is stuck in my mind.

    This goes to the people I love, and the person I love the most.

    I’ve been making status updates of lyrics from various songs. Call me emo, edgy, or whatever you can think of. I was just trying to find out what’s wrong with me.

    And what I found out for now is that all these lyrics convey similar meanings.

    And it seems that I’m in love.

    You could say that it’s ridiculous with a teen to be in love with someone but has no/is:

    ✦       Experience

       ✦      Emotion

    ✦    Underaged

    ✦    Childish

    ✦         Stupid/Idiotic

    ✦     Hypocritical

    ✦    Rushing

    And many other things you can list.

    Notice that the bolded words are the ones that got me down the most. A lot of people told me to give up because I was too young. It really is ridiculous for someone to love a person with a 5-7 year gap.

    But I never gave up. He was taken out of my reach by people twice now, and I had to wait for almost a year. I never get accepted that easily. What I want is to love truthfully, unbound by law or reason. I try to be as of assistance as much as possible, I want to help him go through all the drama even when I don’t know a lot of them. I don't care if the relationship ended one-sided, as long as I have shown my feelings to him. I can’t help it, I try to get other people to fill the gap, but I just rejected them as they didn’t fulfil my selfish requests. I felt guilty and depressed. But now is different. I want to make them understand my own feelings for them too, whether it be positive or negative.

    I will do anything to get closer to him.


     
    For my closest friends,

    I get called a manplayer/cheater or a slut often, but at the past I just accepted these insults, because I thought it’s what others thought of me. But I decided to just sweep that off and prove them wrong.

    I wanted attention, love, or to be noticeable, and sometimes I realize that I take things too far to get to that single goal.

    And what do I mean by taking things too far? I play with other people’s emotions, I was being inconsiderate to them, and I just swept them as if they were an obstacle to get to what I want. I also snitch other people’s conversations, or just take people’s sides randomly without thinking. I betrayed people for my own decisions.

    Changes that occurred to me both gave me positive and negative conclusions, and I’m fine with it. All I want is for me to get them to see me as trustworthy and considerate.

    This is the new and changed Aipo that I’m talking as. And I want to make more friends as I get older.

    Mommy Yun was right.

    “We are not what we have done. We are what we overcome.”



    I want to overcome my mistakes and change myself for the better. This can be taken as an apology, or a message to all of you out there.


     

     
  22. Like
    Castregna got a reaction from Joe for a status update, Seeing all my friends wanting to change moves me, and makes me want to change in a di   
    Seeing all my friends wanting to change moves me, and makes me want to change in a different level, despite changing identities multiple times.

    Before I could start, I should really introduce myself. Yes, it’s me, Ai...to Amp, to even Shade.

    My birthday is getting near, and I’m turning 15. I guess I should mature every once in a while. Yet..

    ...there is one thing that is stuck in my mind.

    This goes to the people I love, and the person I love the most.

    I’ve been making status updates of lyrics from various songs. Call me emo, edgy, or whatever you can think of. I was just trying to find out what’s wrong with me.

    And what I found out for now is that all these lyrics convey similar meanings.

    And it seems that I’m in love.

    You could say that it’s ridiculous with a teen to be in love with someone but has no/is:

    ✦       Experience

       ✦      Emotion

    ✦    Underaged

    ✦    Childish

    ✦         Stupid/Idiotic

    ✦     Hypocritical

    ✦    Rushing

    And many other things you can list.

    Notice that the bolded words are the ones that got me down the most. A lot of people told me to give up because I was too young. It really is ridiculous for someone to love a person with a 5-7 year gap.

    But I never gave up. He was taken out of my reach by people twice now, and I had to wait for almost a year. I never get accepted that easily. What I want is to love truthfully, unbound by law or reason. I try to be as of assistance as much as possible, I want to help him go through all the drama even when I don’t know a lot of them. I don't care if the relationship ended one-sided, as long as I have shown my feelings to him. I can’t help it, I try to get other people to fill the gap, but I just rejected them as they didn’t fulfil my selfish requests. I felt guilty and depressed. But now is different. I want to make them understand my own feelings for them too, whether it be positive or negative.

    I will do anything to get closer to him.


     
    For my closest friends,

    I get called a manplayer/cheater or a slut often, but at the past I just accepted these insults, because I thought it’s what others thought of me. But I decided to just sweep that off and prove them wrong.

    I wanted attention, love, or to be noticeable, and sometimes I realize that I take things too far to get to that single goal.

    And what do I mean by taking things too far? I play with other people’s emotions, I was being inconsiderate to them, and I just swept them as if they were an obstacle to get to what I want. I also snitch other people’s conversations, or just take people’s sides randomly without thinking. I betrayed people for my own decisions.

    Changes that occurred to me both gave me positive and negative conclusions, and I’m fine with it. All I want is for me to get them to see me as trustworthy and considerate.

    This is the new and changed Aipo that I’m talking as. And I want to make more friends as I get older.

    Mommy Yun was right.

    “We are not what we have done. We are what we overcome.”



    I want to overcome my mistakes and change myself for the better. This can be taken as an apology, or a message to all of you out there.


     

     
  23. Like
    Castregna reacted to -------------------- for a status update, Just like Yun, I've decided to do this, as well. Yeah, exactly. It's me, Tenshi. I wa   
    Just like Yun, I've decided to do this, as well. 
    Yeah, exactly. It's me, Tenshi. I was the one who flirted and cheated on others and lied behind people. I was a total mess. I was even more than a flirt. An attention whore. I hurt people and my boyfriends, I never took any relationship seriously. Looking back at how I was, I can't really blame others why they dislike me, and I understand that. I know I am still framed as one til now.
    There are so many words that could have described me before, a whore, a slut, a flirt, a liar, a cheater, and maybe, most fitting, a girl in sheep's clothing.
    After getting caught and being guilty, I left Void. I was depressed for a few months with no one to lean to because I lost friends. It was a painful experience for me and I deserved it. I couldn't really blame anyone for my mistakes. I started hating myself, hurting myself, cutting myself, calling myself names, and always intentionally made myself sad. And I still do until now.
    Hell, I don't even want to look at my old Discord account. I'm afraid of the people that know how I acted before, scared of their painful yet true words, scared of the people that hold great anger against me, and only end up getting hurt.
    And I would love to drop everything from the past. I have changed. I am not me from before. I am not the Tenshi you've all known. No. From my depression, I learned to be a little bit stronger in some ways. I didn't rely on anyone to make me happy. If I didn't get the advice, the pain, the hate, I would have not changed how monstrous I have been before. I am also happy, that me and Yun are friends now. The war between me and her has come to an end. But I am proud of myself that I've changed myself.
    I apologize for my faults, and everything, I am sorry. I really really am. I take responsibility on my mess. If you have any issues with me, please discuss it with me on Discord: tenshi#2669, or here in forums. 
    I know that some of you might say that I'm thirsting for attention or being edgy, but I'm not. Thanks for taking your time to read this. 
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    Remember me, no time cannot erase..
    ..I can hear your whispers in my mind.
    I've become what you cannot embrace,
    Our memory will be my lullaby.
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    Remember me, no time cannot erase..
    ..I can hear your whispers in my mind.
    I've become what you cannot embrace,
    Our memory will be my lullaby.