It's been 2 years. 2 years that I came in VOIDEls, I met extraordinary people, there's a good community if we exclude all those salty, kids players, I saw the game grown... It was really interesting, so I've decided to give it a try...
Many patches, new versions implanted... as long they got implanted, I felt that the game became somewhat... "more" difficult or I couldn't follow the meta and all tier mechanics ? So then, I tried harder and harder to follow up, changed main in function of balance patches, now sticking to LuCiel up for 1 year and now playing Add as a second main... Success.
And now... I can't just keep it up, that grinding until to death, is it worth it at the end ? If I reach that point, like, the point where you're stronger to do dungeons in 2min, that's not even funny anymore. sure, grinding will be a lot easier. but though how can I even reach that point without money, lol ? if I put money, and I know that I'm very addicted, I would be poor in 1 month or less.
so yeah, I have to pour all my precious time, my heart and soul to get to that point, and I don't want, there are better places where I can make the best of use of my time. already poured 2 years, the game continues, it's not enough, i'm fucking tired.
in conclusion, void is very excellent, a lot better than officials, but it doesn't change the fact that we will have those upcoming contents which it'll kill me for good
farewell, I really enjoyed playing this game. I wish I could continue more longer, but my sanity won't follow. before i was like my mind is telling me no but my body is telling me yes.
maybe i'll focus on my life or just playing Closers, school is about to start again, and I don't want to fuck this up though even having good grades last years.